Everytime something good comes my way… I find ways to ignore it. Almost like I never deserved it. I find myself scared and very reluctant to let such good things happen to me. I never knew why? Change is good!…right?
56/365. Left without contentment. (via Franchesca.)
Thanksgiving.
I love my family.
Too bad not everyone was there.
what i really need.
I think I just need a face to face confrontation with you. I need you to tell me to completely stop trying. Then maybe.. it’ll be a bit easier to just walk away from everything.
12865.) the more i try to forget about you, the more you pull me back. please tell me what your true intentions are. no more lies. please be real with me.
(via blogsecret)
December Festivities.
12/4 Amber’s Costume Birthday Party! @ Pump It!
12/5 Josette’s Baby Shower.
12/6 Grace’s 21st Birthday.
12/7 Amber’s 5th Birthday.
12/10-18 FINALS week.
12/19 MINK LOUNGE for my birthday bash. :)
12/20 MY 21ST BIRTHDAY
12/23 Daddy’s 46th Birthday.
12/24 Christmas EVE.
12/25 CHIRSTMAS!
12/26 Mateo’s 4th Birthday.
12/27 SNOWBOARDING Trip.
12/28 Baby LEENA is expected.
because this is how i felt.
i only wanted to be your friend at the time just to see if you were able to change who you were inside and out. i gave it hope between the both of us, but now im hanging by a piece of thread. i guess you can’t really change someone. Ha, lessoned learned.
the young and talented folks do it again.
MIA
i love how school has taken over my life. 4.0!!! i still believe i can pull this off this semester. i just have to stay positive! goodnight!
